zondag 14 augustus 2011

Reconquista Lyrics Color Code

Hangry Angry

Tejiyou no Kagi wa doko ni aru kono heya kara nigedashitai
Izondarake no Hibi wa mou ii ya buu kowashitai

Betsuni bare tatte kamawanai A mo B mo C mo ii deshou
Mukashi mitai ni sugu kaeranakute ii kara ne

Doushite sotsugyou shite kara
Mata deaeta no Kitto imi ga aru yo ne

Rekonkisuta kisu wo suru hanareteita toki no
Keiken Wo misete ii no ka mayotta
Rekonkisuta kaete kita Yokei na mono sutete
Dareka no tame ni ikitai to negau hajimete

Togatta tsumasaki keri age mirai kirisaki aruita
Ashimoto ni saiteita shiroi hana fumitsubushite

Taisetsu na mono wa igai to sugu soba ni shirabatteita
Mata deaeta no wa dare ga shikaketa unmei ne

Ima nara Chigau wa nani ga dekiru darou
Sukoshi gurai wa Dareka no tame ni nareru

Rekonkisuta Mamoritai subarashiki sekai wo
Okaeri no koe ga kokoro wo tsutsunda
Rekonkisuta kizu kazu ni nakushite shimatta mono
Sodatta machi no katasumi ni kitto aru yo

Hanareta jikan umerareru no
Kimi no shiranai watashi ga iru

Sotsugyou shita tokoro he wa kaette wa ikenai
Zutto sou omotteta mae dake miteita kara

Rekonkisuta nemuttara yuushiku tsusumarete
Kokoro mo hadaka ni natte itanda yo
Rekonkisuta mabushikute kaaten wo ageru no
Are doko ? Are yume ? Okaeri no koe ga shita yo

Rekonkisuta rekonkisuta rekonkisuta
Rekonkisuta rekonkisuta yeah rekonkisuta

woensdag 20 juli 2011

Growing up! - University choice

It's really weird how much my life has been changing ever since I've started with the 'becoming an adult' process. Every kid knows that one day it will become a so-called 'adult' but never has a clear view of what it's like. Hell, even I'm not sure since I'm still in the middle of it. As a teenager I always allready considered myself as a grownup but ever since then loads has changed. From today on I'm gonna tell you guys a bit about what I've come across so far, what I'm experiencing 'right now' and what my expectations are of the future:

The first big thing that came on my path of soon to be adult-ness was my choice of subject to study at the university. I allready began at a young age with thinking and reasearching (15 years old) and I'm really glad I did cause what I thought about back then is the polar opposite of what I'm gonna do right now... Well, not the opposite but it's something that I wouldn't even consider doing right now, physics. It's not like I dislike the subject but it really doesn't suit me. I've allways had a hard time with it but I liked it a lot at the time 'cause I had a great teacher. He knows how to make his subject fun.
After that I considerd many other subjects: Chemistry, Psycology, Social media, Molecular Life Sciences, Pharmatics, Mechanical engineering and many, many other things. I also considerd going to University college. Right now I've subscribed myself to study Biomedical Science. I've been accepted and I'm going to start with going to the university this september which I'm gonna tell a bit more about later on. The reason I'm choosing this is actually deeper than I thought myself. At first it felt more like an instinct, I really had the feeling that that was the study I belonged to and I didn't pay much attention to the why's. After a while though I started to think about it and I realized that there a lot of subjects I'll come across that I really find interesting. I've allways been curious about how humans can function based on such seemingly simple things like cells and codes made up of 4 letters, I always wanted to know what causes people to get sick and I've always been interested in research. I also love little random facts and reading about new scientific descoveries.
One of the professions I can practice after completing this study is becoming a science journalist which is what I want to become at the moment, I don't know how I'll think about that when I'm older though so I might still change my mind but there are a lot of other things I can become. I think I should just start thinking about it like I did 3 years ago and hope I'll make the right decision when the time comes.

zondag 3 juli 2011

My meeting with Yossy and Rika!

Heej everyone!

I've seen Yossy and Rika! It was simply amazing! Friday I went to fashion show on which they'd make an appearance. At that point that was all I knew that would happen. I didn't know whether they where just gonna say hi, walk in the h. naoto fashionshow or do some sort of interview. It was really weird in the beginning, when the fashion show had ended h. naoto came out with yossy and rika, i was so lame. I looked at them and thought 'oh, that's yossy & rika' then looked away. Only a few seconds later did I realize what I'd just seen and did I begin to scream, everyone joined me B-) . So after being shown they went of stage and I thought that was it... Until the music started :D Turned out they where gonna have a mini concert! The first song was their new single, it was amazing but we didn't know whether we where allowed to get up from our seats and no one dared to because of high security and people being ushered out for making pictures. After a while yossy shouted out that we should get closer but since it was japanese barely anyone understood until 2 japanese girls rushed to the front, then crazy started. Everyone jumped up and ran to the stage :D I was up front 1/4th down the catwalk. It was amazing to see them so close! After that they sung mr. mokey and they threw their (wind)fans into the crowd. Sadly enough I couldn't catch it :( After that the also sung lady madonna, the peace, kill me kiss me and top secret. I'm not sure about the order though :P It was amazing. At one point yossy and rika came down the catwalk up to the point where I stood and started dancing there facing the crowd! YOSSY WAS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!!!!!! I started jumping up and down and calling her name and we made eye contact. I was awed an turned into stone the moment it happend! :D The whole concert was amazing. After that they had a short inteview on stage together with h. naoto but since I don't know any french or japanese I had no idea what they where saying but it was amazing to see them. They where wairing the outfits of the new single btw.

The next day, saturday, I tried to go to the signing session. Sadly enough I wasn't able to since we had to draw lots and I didn't have a winning one, neither did my friends :( I did get to see them and take a few pictures, one of them turned out really good, maybe I'll post it a little later one :D After that we went to the place where the conference would be in a few hours so we could have good places. At first there wasn't any places near the front because there was a manga artist being interviewd but when that ended loads of people got up to take pictures and I managed to get 2nd row seats for my friend and me :D it was amazing, I was surrounded by yossy and rika fans whom I couldn't understand XD To my right was a japanese woman completely in pink with a signed rika shirt and in front of me was a girl in a kimagure princess outfit who'd performed that dance earlier on, she was really good. We had to sit through another conference about cosplaying but it was cut short cause they where taking way to long (they where allready 15 minutes over time and they still had 3/6 people to go). After that we where shown a few songs of the Dream morning musume concert and we chanted with full power. The rika fan next to me knew all the chants and leaded us throughout the whole thing (I'm sure she's been to quite a few concerts before this.). After that Yossy and Rika came out and I was the first to see them and start screeming, I was joined by the others :P it turned out that we would in turn be shown parts of the concert with in between MCs by Yossy and Rika themselfs. It was amazing. The rika fan beside me went into a frenzy a couple of times and and one moment her elbow landed in my face but it was all good cause I could see yossy :D At first people where only shouting out to rika because the japanese fan was there with her family and they knew what to do. After a while I started screeming for yossy though and others joined me. I managed to make eye contact a couple of times when I was the only one who screemed her name and she even waved to me! Ever since I've been in a daze. These where amazing experience and worth all the bad things that happened in between~

Btw, I've also bought a lot of stuff. A A4 close-up picture of yossy in her new hangry outfit. A big poster of Hangry and Angy for their new single. Yossy's first photobook. 2 singles and one box with all the momusu singles untill onna ni sachi are spread over 2 CDs and a DVD. I wish single. Mr moonlight single. To bad I couldn't get anything signed!

maandag 21 februari 2011

Personal Project

So I've recently completed my 'Profielwerkstuk' which is about the Dutch version of the Personal Project but then minus the Community & Service link. It's something that most Dutch students have to do in their last two years of high school (for some high school only lasts for 4 years, for others 5 and for the rest 6, this depends on which 'level' you study. The higher the level the longer you get to study. In my case I'm in the 6 years level which allows me to go to the University.). We have to do a project that can be related to any school subject you have and write a report about it. In my case I made a magazine about what physical features make a person attractive. I did this with a good friend of mine since it's a duo project which weighs really heavy on your final grade. I hope I did well but I'm really proud anyway since it turned out to look pretty good! This is what the cover looks like, it looks that way since we wanted to target both males and females and wanted to come across quite proffesional:

dinsdag 25 januari 2011

Day Ten: One person you can trust.

1. My mom, definatly. There are loads of people who I've tried to trust and many who have betrayed that trust but my mom has always been there, willing to help. Of course there are some subjects on which we don't agree but that's what family is for right?

maandag 24 januari 2011

Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.

1. use magic... definatly
2. remember things the first time I read/see/hear them... or even before that :D

vrijdag 21 januari 2011

Reversed Roles

I can still remember the time when I was in the 6th grade and was invited to a class-party. As most girls of that age I thought it would be suitable to go all out with the make-up I could find to create a stunning look. When I look back at some pictures of that time I'm really thankful that my mom forced me to remove at least half the amount of make-up since it was way to much. That was the time that my mom gave me advise on what make-up I should use, what clothes I should wear and especially which I shouldn't. I must say that even now I tend to combine colors which don't go together since I feel they do. Now, however, the tables have turned. At this very moment my parents are at a themed party at my dads work. The theme is the 60s and 70s so they chose to go dressed like hippies. It was very easy for my dad who just put on an afro wig, huge sunglasses, a purple shirt and let my mom widen the bottom of his jeans. My mom on the other hand was a different story. She did have suitable clothes in her closet, no problem there. The problem was, off course, the make up. I had to tell her which was the best way to apply her mascara, which brushes to use for her eyeshadow, wipe of half of the eyeshadow after finding out she'd chosen a shocking blue and stop her from using her old dark red lipstick. Apparently this overkill type of make-up was fashion at the time but it doesn't come to my mind when I think of the 60s. After letting me choose her bag, earrings and headband they were ready to go. It broke my heart to see them walk away all grown up.

Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.

1. From most of my friends I have a first memory in which I realised that someday we would be friends even though there was a while before it actually happened. These are memories that I probably wont foget.
2. The day I heard my dad had a dangerous form of cancer (he recovered but it was quite a shock)
3. When I was in a theme park and thought the toilet was locked creating a huge que to find out that it was just a very heavy door.
4. The year I lived in England

donderdag 20 januari 2011

Birthday Panic!

Ok, so here is the problem. Without me knowing 4 birthdays have crept up on me and I have no idea how to buy all of them presents! Well, I do have some idea. The first birthday is my older brother's birthday. He turned 20 last tuesday and we will be celebrating coming saturday since he lives in his apartment in an other city. Most of you probably agree that 20 is a special age right? There's a huge difference between 19 and 20 - the first digit. That sounds quite adult don't you think? When I was stressing out on what to buy him I remembered that a couple of months ago (well, more than a couple of months since it was summer) I stumbeld upon a book called 'How to be a man' by John Birmingham and Dirk Flinthart. I thought it sounded really funny but at the time I didn't know anyone I could give the book to knowing that they'd appreciate the humor of it. I've looked it up on google and this is a short list of what can be found in the contents of this book:
* how to tie a bow tie,
* how to land a jumbo,
* how to cook to impress the ladies
* cars to avoid on the freeway,
* superstars of philosophy
* how to cheat at cards
* what should be in your toolbox
* what cleaning you have to do around the house and what you don't
* how to ask for a raise
* how to apologize to a woman when you haven't done anything wrong
* how to grovel and beg for mercy so you don't get in trouble
* how to cook a gormet meal using canned peas, Morningstar bacon strips, and a bottle of ketchup
* how to go on a inexpensive date and get a return on your investment
* how to make your cheap car look more impressive with a paint roller and a can of latex wall paint
* how to apply makeup to accent your manly features
* how to cry, so you can make a woman think you are emotional and caring
* how to choose the right socks for any occasion

Well, you get the idea right? My problem is however that I still need to buy this book and I'm not sure if I'll be able to find it. It's too late to buy it online. If I won't be able to find it I'll have a huge problem.

The second birthday was yesterday. In this case I'm not only having a hard time in thinking of a suitable present but I'm not even sure if there'll be a birthday party! It's one of my best friends from my previous school (I switched highschool halfway through) who turned 18. Like most of my friends he has an unusual personality and it's really hard to think of something he'd appreciate.

The third birthday is the birthday of another friend turning 18 coming tuesday. I've been invited over for dinner on the sunday which is when she's celebrating with her family so I'll have to have a present by then. I've once heard her say that she really likes solving sudoku's but thinks the plain ones are boring. I however remembered that there's a dutch magazine which comes out every month that has a number of complex sudoku's so I'll be giving her one of those but I don't think thats enough so I'll have to think of something extra.

The last birthday is my younger brothers birthday on the 3rd of februari. He'll turn 13 and I have no idea what to buy him. All he wants are video games and expensive stuff and no way I'm gonna give him that crap. Well... I like video games but I want to be a bit more creative you know? So that is a really hard one, what should I buy to drag him away from that console? I have a lot to think about. Wish me luck!

Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.

1. Other people
2. Basic needs like food,water and air
3. Internet
4. Music
5. A body

dinsdag 18 januari 2011

Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.

1. Windows when it's totally dark outside, especially when they are open
2. Hights, but only when there's a chance that I'll fall
3. Longterm damage to my body (like breaking bones, tearing muscles, deep wounds etc.)
4. Losing people I care about / being alone for a long time / being forgotten
5. Losing one of my 5 senses, especially sound, sight and touch
6. Parasites
7. Being scared/shocked

maandag 17 januari 2011

Day Three: Eight things that annoy you

1. my hair
2. people who believe they are allways right
3. pessimistic people
4. certain family members :P
5. when my computer fails
6. when I don't know what I should say
7. homework
8. when I wake up and realize I'm too late for school

zondag 16 januari 2011

The future

That I try to live my life day by day doesn't mean I don't think about the future, especially now that I have to choose what I want to do after leaving high school. I do know for sure that I want to go to a university but so far that's all I'm sure of. I have many intrests but there aren't any bachelors that I find really appealing. Sure, some are more attractive than others but I haven't found one with which I feel a genuin connection and contains things that really interst me. From time to time I feel that I have finally figured it all out but then after a while I realise that things aren't what I thought they where.
The problem is that time is running and I've still not progressed from where I was at the beginning of the schoolyear. It just feels weird to make a desicion that will have so much influence on my future. How do I know which is the right one? I don't want to disappoint myself or others by dropping out halfway but I can't postpone it for a year. Lets hope that it won't take to long before I figure it all out.

Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.

Hmmm, this is a hard one... there are very few things that I don't skip once in a while... Well, here goes nothing:
1. Breath
2. Sleep
3. Look at things
4. Drink
5. Eat
6. Think (yeah, really surprising, I know)
7. Sing
8. Put my hair in a ponytail/braid
9. Touch my mouth (dunno why, a weird habit)

zaterdag 15 januari 2011

Day One: Ten random facts about yourself.

1. I want to become a science journalist at the moment.
2. I have more books than I can store.
3. I hear music in my head most of the time of which I keep track on a seperate blog.
4. I tend to think about things for a very long time knowing that I won't come to a conclusion.
5. I fandub Japanese pop music in my spare time.
6. It takes a very long time before I can really trust someone.
7. I'm really interested in how people think and why they act in certain ways.
8. I have a really hard time understanding why people are religious (doesn't mean I don't respect them).
9. I live my life day by day.
10. I really love to read japanese manga.

The 10 Day Challange

So, like I told earlier these kinds of blog challanges are really popular right now but I can't do most of them since I don't drink. This one is within my reach and it might be a great way to get to know me a bit better so let's give it a shot!

10 Day Challenge

Day One: Ten random facts about yourself.
Day Two: Nine things you do everyday.
Day Three: Eight things that annoy you.
Day Four: Seven fears/phobias.
Day Five: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
Day Six: Five things you can’t live without.
Day Seven: Four memories you won’t forget.
Day Eight: Three words you can’t go a day without using.
Day Nine: Two things you wish you could do.
Day Ten: One person you can trust.

vrijdag 14 januari 2011

Hey guys!

Welcome in my blog!
More than I year ago I made this account for a school assignment. It was a really boring assignment so I deleted everything I did then but I decided to revive this blog and make it into my personal thing. Blogs have become increasingly popular at my school lately and there are quite a few challanges going around so I'm certainly going to try some and maybe I shall post some interesting things later on, who knows? Be sure to check out my music blog!